I'm so excited! and i just can't hide it

this is so exciting!!

i have my own domain! that serves as my inspiration to pursue my "project"
now all i have to do is to design my site..how? that would be my biggest problem!! i'm still studying ang trying how to design this..i am no programmer and i'm not even a computer major..

but yet i'm trying this things..its because i'm strating to get addicted to it..hahahah!! oh well...GOODLUCK to me!!

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ZiNkY's CoRnEr oF LiFe

Thanks so much for visiting my site! its an honor for me to have you here and be part of my

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Too early for active mode!!

i arrived so early today..i'm in school at exactly 7:29am...office starts at 8am...

I woke up at 4am to jog inside our village with my sister..we are doing this for almost 2 weeks now..and it is a good practice though waking up early in the morning is quite a lazy thing to do...
but its nice! i notice that i become active and my adrenalin rush really keeps me going for the whole day! my thoughts are doing good..i can finish my task right away and the good thing is i'm not a sleepy head anymore!!

oh well..its almost 8am..i better prepare myself for a new dispute!!

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Funny

I find this picture funny!!

everytime i'm stressed up at work (just like today)i jaz have a peek on this and i feel so lite...even for a minute..and it reminds me that life is really not that easy..but what makes it funny would be the people around us..life is beautiful! we just have to take it easy..one step at a time!!

am i having sense here?

oh'well...i have many things in mind now..and this is my way of relaxation..hahahahha!!

LIFE IS FUNNY!!

i should remember that!!

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I'm done!

Yes!

at last! i'm done with my work! i'm doing a report for almost a week now and i'm 0.5 away finishing it!

its friday! and its another sleepless night for me..i have lots of project to do:

- update my blog design
- finish 2 movie for my fellows here at work (another sideline..)
- search for lots of customize site.

3 BIG TASK in my part..its not easy actually..patience is needed, imagination and creativity!

i'm addicted in doing such stuff..better abuse it and let it turn out as a talent..

i'm so excited to do this! i really want to improve my design and my skills of course!

Posted by zinky at 02:35 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

Herald the BEDANS coming!

As a member of Multiplarlas Southschool Consortium, one of our goal is to give our personnel or faculty a good series of seminar for them to have additional knowledge or growth both in their personal or career aspects.

This afternoon, one of our seminar was held in my alma mater! San Beda College Alabang, again..Nostalgia conquers my heart and mind!

I'm with my mom since she is also joining the seminar for the faculty..i started to reminisce as we walk around the campus..as we pass by to one bilding to another..different stories and experiences also pass by my thoughts!

Yes..I am a bedan..i have a heart and a strong spirit of a true bedan..I'm proud of my root school and i will go back for my degree..I swear i'll do that...i'll give credits to my school since the school had mold me to be an achiever with a humble heart.

Bedans will answer the clariots call..for san beda and country and GOD!

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Ladies and Gentlemen!

I present to you my 2nd nephew...WACKY!!!

he is such an adorable,endearing,charming baby! i saw him last saturday and he is just 5 days old..he is so fragile that i can't even carry him..i just give him a gentle touch on his foot,legs,arms and his head..he is so CUTE!! and i can't wait to see him at 2-4 months old when i can carry him already and cuddle!! my cousin (wacky's dad)is so proud! and you can really see on his face true happines of being a dad!

WACKY!! Welcome to our family!!

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I'm free!

"Minsan d ko alam kung tanga ba ako o nawawala sa sarili,madalas nawawala ako sa linya ng buhay ko sa kakaisip. Kung tutuusin wala dapat ako isipin,hindi dapat masaktan..pero eto ako..naka higa sa dilim..nag papamanhid sa mga nararamdaman ko..wala nanaman sa sarili..Iniisip ko na lang na sa pag dating ng oras na ako ay babangon..alam ko na ang dapat kong gawin sa buhay ko..at sigurado ako na mas matibay at malakas ako..at handang kalimutan ang lumang ako"

This quotation can fit to anybody who considered themselves in the middle of their "dark room" of life..

sometimes we need to go there once or twice of our life to make ourselves stronger,invincible and be able to amend all chaos and destructive facts of life..i mean all of it from ourselves,society,feelings.

Inspite of this,we still must know where we can place our own senses to adopt..wake up! and revitalized yourself..move on should i say..life is so beautiful!! don't waste it!

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no class

no class today and i'm bored! maybe because i'm used to working during this time..time phase is so slow..i want to go out and spend my time having my "active mode" on!

i was not able to stay up late last night..i'm so tired then and i can feel my eyes swollen..i'm not yet done with some of my things to do stuff..but i'm starting with one of it last night..

i want to run and tire myself..oh yeah! i miss to perspire!! missing to sweat myself since most of my time is working inside the office..and i miss the sporty side of me.

oh well..no class..and its my time to rest..but i want to play!!

Posted by zinky at 03:52 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

Raining again!

its raining hard again..but as far as I remember..this morning..the sun is so bright and it is hot!

its lunch time now and again it is raining! we heard thunder awhile ago..students are shouting out of joy? or petrified? its quite dark outside..and there is one thing that people want to do with this atmosphere..that is to SLEEP!! hybernate!! snooze!! cat nap!! RELAX!!

when clock strikes at 5pm..hope it will stop..i'm wearing cream pants now! its hard you know!! to travel on a wet road...wet and muddy road...

<i><b>"Rain..rain..go away..come again...on...next day?!"</i></b>

nice try huh!?

Posted by zinky at 03:54 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

one day before retreat!

I've been thinking about this for 2 weeks now...
its my first time to join the retreat here at DLSZ and i'm quite excited about it..i'll be joining the staff and ASP retreat and it will be held at tagaytay!!

i'm so excited since my last retreat is..during my 4th year college...and joining such activity is a mind opening and also for relaxation..hmmmm...i wonder if we will be sleeping or not...besides it is just an overnight activity..and <b>I'M SO EXCITED </b>

i better pack up clothes and some stuff tonight...and i better make sure that it is only good for "overnight" not a 3 day affair!! hehehhehe!! that's my problem every time i go for overnight happenings!!

can't wait for tomorrow!!

Posted by zinky at 03:56 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

SICK DAY!

Im so sick today...too bad it fall on a saturday! my family have plans to watch movie this afternoon..but because of my "sickness thingy" i'm down lying in my bed for half a day..and it does makes me feel more weak!

 yesterday..my throat sore!! but yet i still drink my favorite strawberry daikiri shake w/ yougart!! mark is sooo mad!! heheheh!!

today..i have my abdominal pain and it is a torture!! (you know..girl thing?!?!..)

and at the same time..i have my colds! just imagine 3 pains in one day!! *sneeze 2times* and good thing i was able to log on to fix my tabulas again and invite friends and new friends...(hope they don't mind..)

oh well time to go back to my bed...i'm a sleepy head right now..hopefully tomorrow would be "health day" for me...

Posted by zinky at 10:29 PM in Daily Buzz | 2 Idea in motion

BACK TO WORK!!

zinky

work work work....

 i need to work with my sickness condition...i keep on sniffing while traveling...sniffing while walking..sniffing while typing..I'M NOT A DOG!!

as i was reviewing my site..i do have lots of ideas in how to improve it..thanks for my newly found friend here..they inspire me a lot!! (JOIZ! kasama ka pa rin!!)

i have lots of things to do now..monday madness i should say..but it's ok..i can handle it...naks! yabang!!...

i'm still looking forward for my health day..hope my colds will be gone...good thing my abdominal pain ceases..but i doubled my cold condition *achoooo* yuck!

Posted by zinky at 08:11 AM in Daily Buzz | 2 Idea in motion

YAHOO!!

zinky

today is the day!!!

i packed my things last night for my retreat today!!

i'm wearing black blouse w/ a 3/4 sleeves (did i say it right?!) and pants of course..my mom asked me for how many days will istay? since i have my BIG bag with me and i did carry lots of stuff with me! seems like i'll be gone for a week!! but i'll be back tomorrow afternoon..hehehehhe!!

we will be leaving the school at 16:00 and i'm excited!!

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Mo. Teresa Spineli Retreat House October 27-28

zinky

this is what i'm talking about before...we have our staff and ASP retreat at Tagaytay last October 27-28 held at Mo. Teresa Spineli Retreat house..

ambiance is so nice!! close to nature..quiet..relaxing..and nice FOOD!!

It is my first time to join the retreat in Zobel, my last retreat would be 3years ago..and that is during my College years at St.Paul..

experience is nice...but what i really enjoy is the place itself and the feeling of relaxation!! away from the noisy environment..away from frenzied work..away from everything!! unluckily..the retreat is good for overnight..DARN!!

this pic is taken on the morning of the 28th and the rest of the pics can be seen in my picturesque...but give me some time to upload it...hehehhehehe!!!!

Posted by zinky at 02:10 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

my MOM, my HERO

zinky

I watched "homeboy" this morning..i like the topic and it does make me strong and inspired..topic is "My Mom.My Hero"

I can say a lot things about my mom..words may not be enough to tell the world how wonderful she is!!

            10 main reason why i consider my mom as my hero:

1.  My inspiration. she went through several trials and able to cease it.
2.  My Pillar of strength to move on in this cruel life
3.  Raise the three of us (my sister,my brother and me) with moral, dignity and respect.
4.  My warrior. She defend our family to those who want to pull down our morals or even break our family and yet she was able to defeat them.
5.  Our Physician. she has this special way of taking care of us.its not purely medicines..but there is something with her touch that makes us feel good!
6.  Counselors. she knows if we are sad and weary. she always have good advices for it.
7.  Educator. she is not just a teacher per se but she taught us the practicality of living.
8.  One Man Woman. She loved only once and she never loved again..who is he? its my dad!
9.  A woman with honor. she stand for what is right and fight for what is good!
10. Heartfelt mother. who does not think of any thing else but for the welfare of her
    children.

My mom is my inspiration and i will become just like her when i have my own family. i'll fight for my family and for the dignity and honor that i have.

I'm proud of her! and i'll never be ashame of her..i still kiss and hug her in public..i don't care! that's my way of saying that I'M PROUD OF HER!!

I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!

Posted by zinky at 02:31 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

My House

zinky

Thanks zansui!

i also built my own house at the Garden loop street! you can also click this link so that we can be neighbors!

http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/index.asp?street=ab05c669d67f531aafee43e194002f5e

this is so cool! after you build your house..a summary of your personality would also be seen and here is mine.

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

You can check my house with this site  http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/index.asp?street=ab05c669d67f531aafee43e194002f5e

Posted by zinky at 11:23 AM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

Thursday!?

zinky

oh my gosh! i just can't believe that its already thursday!! I only have 3 days vacation!! after that..back to normal life of living..back to work!!

i have not done any good during or extra ordinary during my vacation..since i prefer to stay at home with my mom and make some "kulitan" with her!! hehhehehe!! my mom is so cool!! (proud huh?!)

oh well....im getting bored already..and i think its ok to go back to work again..hmmm...nahhh!! just kidding!!

THINGS I DID DURING MY VACATION:

 - helped my mom on household chores.
 - feed my dog (?!?!)
 - cleaned my closet
 - done reading the 2nd story of my paperback.
 - started reading the 3rd story of my paperback.
 - washed some of my clothes (oh! this is new!!)
 - Net surfing (as usual)
 - sleep every afternoon for an hour.
 - story telling with my mom (or should i say reminisce)
 - went to the mall with my family
 - phone for an hour
 - txting once in a while (where are my friends during my boring days?!)
 - went to divisoria with mom (hey! i got there ok?! believe it or not)
 - blah blah
 - blah balah

hmm...don't you think its enough to say that my vacation is Memorable?!

its only thursday..i still have 3 more days to make GOOD out of it...

I hope so...

Posted by zinky at 11:57 AM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

busy busy and busy

zinky

my vacation is over and i'm back in my work place..honestly, i missed my table, my chair,my stuff and my ofiicemates...

i have a lots of things in my mind just to make this blog interesting,but everytime i started doing so..ideas scatter in my brain and that cause me a hard time to think..which one should I start with..before i'm doing my friendster layout and i'm done with it..very much contented with my design..next would be my blog..this site..this corner..and i won't deny that i'm still trying to sign up with other blog site just to compare which site is better.but i started a lot already with this one..and if ever i would transfer again..i like to maintain my domain..hard task but i would do it.

i'm already starting with a site again..and  i would not publish it unless i'm contented with the features, design and everything..i find it interesting already..i wonder how would i transfer my files there?! o gosh! another challenge for me huh?!

Posted by zinky at 12:29 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

Set you free by Side A

zinky

We often fool ourselves
And say that it's love
Only cause when it's gone
We end up being lonely

So how are we to know
That it just isn't so
That we just have to let each other go

There were many times
When we shared precious moments
But later realized
They were only stolen moments

So how are we to know
That it just wasn't so
That we just had to let each other go

CHORUS:
If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

Each day we meet my love for you
Keeps growing stronger
But everytime we meet
Makes leaving you so much harder

So how are we to know
That this just wasn't so
That we just have to let each other go

CHORUS:
If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

BRIDGE:
Letting go is not an easy task
When smiling feels like I must wear this lonely mask
It hurts deep inside
And I just cannot hide
That there's anguish at the thought
That we should have to part

I remember this song...
and i like it..another melancholy side of me had revealed!!!

hopeless love..tragic ending..harsh decision to make..saying this with eyes closed..dark side of life..searching for the end of the tunnel..anguish as they say..

some people have to set eah other free just for the sake of being happy for both parties and it is indeed a very hard and the right thing to do..acceptance of reality does hurts a lot..but we can't do anything with it but to move on..be glad things just happened..that is facts of life!

remember that:

"a better person should encounter a lot of heart aches,downfall,mistakes and conflicts to become what he/she is.."

hard?! and i think that's the way it is..

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WAHHHHH!!!

zinky

this day is so....Strenuous!!
MY GOSH!! Problems..conflicts is everywhere!! MY GOSH!!
I may not look stressed or something but....deep inside..my heart might pop out!!

i'm a silent person "silencer" should i say..i don't talk that much during working hours..trying to focus even if there is a lot of things in my mind..but this day..o my gosh!!

I really can't spill it out here!! somebody might read this and could cause me a lot of trouble..

i'm not really in the mood for other things..checking my mails would serve as my ice breaker for the day..my blog is my sponge...shock absorber..mind cleaner..

DIANE PARAGAS!! kailangan kita ngayon!! WHERE ARE YOU!! MUDSHAKE NA!! SAGOT KO!!  

Posted by zinky at 12:36 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

I can't sing anymore!

zinky

I get so weak..i can hardly speak..i loose all control..

I tried to sing with this song on this very moment..but i can't sing! still because of my cough! phlegm catch my voice that makes it realllyyy husky! this is not me!

 since i also stop joining my choir for almost 3 years now...(whoaaaa!! that is long already!!) even if i sing with my friends at G-BOX or REDBOX..singing with the choir is still different..hmmm...i miss that!!

i still have plans in going back to choir..but with the other group i guess..why?! NEVER MIND!! personal reason..hahahahah!!

i want to sing! i want to sing! i want to sing! i want to sing!

but please..bring back my voice! Please?!?!................... 

Posted by zinky at 02:27 PM in Daily Buzz | 1 Idea in motion

Life and Happiness

zinky

"Life is a one way street..No matter how many doors you take..none of them leads back..So enjoy every moment of your life cause none of them will happen the same way again..."

This is so nice! an inspirational quote for those who take their life for granted and never contented of life.

Our life line according to me..

"Yesterday is a part of our HISTORY..Today is our chance to cope up of what we did yesterday and tomorrow is a blind spot ..better plan today base on what we had yesterday for us not to have regrets.."

we have to be careful of the things we plan to do...life is no turning back..always be happy!

Never regrets our mistakes..it is normal and would help us to grow and be strong! no one can plan for our life..it is us who decides for this and of course with the help of our Creator! our parents serves as God's instrument for us to be molded as a good person..

Life is so Beautiful! don't waste it! enjoy it to the fullest! and be thankful as well!!

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not at work

zinky

I'm home right now since i need to accomplish some stuff here..

i also need a break from work..tension arises yesterday with some small stuff and everything..hay naku..sa sobrang galit ko kahapon i was able to run longer without the feeling of exhaustion..hahahahahahah!! ok pala kung nagagalit ako..kasi i don't feel anything ..... :D pero of course i dont want to push myself hard...i'm still young and lots of dreams..ayaw ko nga pumanaw ng maaga! hehehheheh!!

i'll be back at work tomorrow...*hayyyy* good luck! i was able to talk to che this afternoon at YM..and she open up some stuff again..she is a tough girl you know...she was able to sustain all the negative impacts of our office! i do admire her!

i better take a rest again to reserve my energy tomorrow!

Posted by zinky at 02:06 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

FAIR DAY!!

zinky

this is so nice!!!

its our fair in school (i'm working in a school ok?! i'm not a student )

Celebrating 28 years of service of De La Salle Zobel! lots of food and stuff  booths to choose from!! I'm always looking forward for the "Universidad" booth! they sell De La Salle goodies and did bought 2 shirts for mark.

Thanks God i'm done with my 3 day diet for the week and now its FIESTA!!  we had pictures with the "Brother" Mascot! and i know who wears it (wawa naman si kuya paul!!) and the green archer mascot too (wawa din kuya jayjay!!)...i'll post those pics by next week?! heheheheh!!

I don't feel like working today..i'm in the peek of my hysteria! enjoyment! EXCITEMENT! i feel like i'm a student again.. *sigh* miss those days! i must not forget that i'm working in a school that is a rival of my alma mater (San Beda College - Alabang 

oohhh!!! i must buy starbucks! they have booth here!!

Posted by zinky at 11:22 AM in Daily Buzz | 2 Idea in motion

FAIR DAY!! Part 2

zinky

Second day of fair at DLSZ!

and i feel so full!! my 3 diet had been "overcome" due to my fullness of appetite for just 2 days! my gosh!

I ate the following during the 2 day fair:

 November 23, 2006 

- Morning: Shawarma (lots of garlic sauce and a bit of sauce)                 - because of this i was not able to eat my lunch

- Afternoon: My pack lunch pork chop..french fries..and strawberry shake...i am still full while eating this..the shawarma thingy really got me!

- After work: mocha frappocino and blegian waffle with caramel topping (o my gosh! i want to have it again...NOW!!!!)

Good thing i was not able to eat anymore as i got home...for me..this is too much!!!

 November 24, 2006

- Morning: KFC Chicken BBQ Burger and a tumbler of ice tea

- Afternoon: I just ate my rice toppings..Chicken in teriyaki sauce and ate reina let me taste her BBQ-atay and my Strawberry shake! shake here is much more cheaper than big chill...but have the same taste

oopps! i forgot! its only afternoon...i still have the half day to full my "desire" and honestly..i feel heavy again! i can't sit properly! hhahahah!! this is too much! i need to go back in my 3 day diet routine by next week or else..goodluck!

Posted by zinky at 01:07 PM in Daily Buzz | 1 Idea in motion

Third Year Anniversary

zinky

Its our 3rd year anniversary!  

 

Mark and I have come a long way in our relationship...but i feel so proud and very lucky for having him in my life...i am so lucky! (parang tumama na rin ako sa lotto!!!)  he never changed since our first met..my friends like him because he is way much friendly..my family likes him because he is so respectful and very approchable.my nephew kyle also likes him because they get along easily..our dog does not bark at him anymore (nag sawa na ata! madalas kasi siya pumupunta eh )

Despite of my kalokohan,mood swings, katarayan, childish acts,busy schedule, problems etc. he is always there for me to make me smile!

i remember when i revealed one of my kalokohan to him..he still accept me and love me as well and i cannot forget this line:

" Be, kung mahal mo ko,mahal na mahal, pag sinabi mo na hindi mo na ako mahal...Be, mahal na mahal pa rin kita..hindi na magbabago yun"

I almost cried after hearing this..and i did proved to myself that i made the right decision..and i never regret having him! he is my life..my foundation of strength..and I can shout to the whole world that i love this man with all my heart!!

Happy 3rd year anniversary mark! i love you so much!

photo shot in a studio...scanner is not nice! *sigh*

This one is at SPI..

Posted by zinky at 10:56 PM in Daily Buzz | 4 Idea in motion

Ruined 1st day diet

zinky

For this week..I suppose to have started my 3-day diet..for the first day...it is RUINED!

it is because our EVP had his birthday  last friday,since he is not around..his celebration is today!! and unfortunately it is my first day of diet!! *sigh*

I really don't mind then..i'll just pursue it tonight and for the next 2 days...i like the shanghai!! hahahahha!!!

i must drink tea after and must run for 20 minutes as soon as i got home so that i can burn the calories i intake for the day.

before that..

LET'S EAT! 

Posted by zinky at 11:29 AM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

MISSING MY COUSIN RAI

zinky

I miss my cuz rai, she is in the US right now,I always remember our younger days where we hang out together and do some stuff..i mean weird stuff! I usually stay in their place after school just to play with her and with kuya rhydz!  i realllyyy miss those days. Here are some things we did:

• We eat Serge chocolate bars or the football shape serge! we usually sneak out from tita emily (rai's mom) because she want us to sleep in the afternoon.
• Jumping rope for 100 times. This is where me and kuya rhydz have our muscle in our legs.
• Acting like we are vendors and buyers as well!! "benta bentahan" we also sell our play money just to have more income (take note: we also use their domino fruit card as our money and we put value in it)
• Running down their garage! not just it! we are inside a computer box! we ran until we fall down!
• While raining, we have our umbrella and we walk down the street and sit in the middle of the street (weird).
• Going in the park. Ridding in a bicycle or walking. (it is quite far!)
• Halloween! "trick or treat" in their village! we are the tallest and the oldest group! hehehehhe!!

I might be forgetting something but these are the ones which are clear in my memory!

First time she went to the states, we had quality time together..and we also had a quality cry together! it is hard for the first time but we are able to survive the sadness..she went back after a year and again we hang up and we are not doing weird stuff now but we have "GOOD" time then!

• Having dinner at the mall around 9pm!

• Bowling and billiards up to 12mn!
• Stayed at Starbucks up to 2:30am!
• Slept around 4am and wake up at around 8am
• We went to the mall had our studio pic taken.  Do we look sleppy or what?!                                    

• After this we watch a movie "Mr. and Mrs. Smith"
• We Went home by around 5pm.
• One crazy thing..since we are so busy chatting and gimmiks..we did not know that cardinal sin died already!

Time is too short for us! we need longer one to be fulfilled! hehehehe!! but God is so good to us..if she stays here..o my gosh!! just think what would happened to us! hehehehehe!!

i miss her so much! she will be back by next year..hopefully..bars are waiting for us to come! and other good provinces for us to visit!

Posted by zinky at 08:08 AM in Daily Buzz | 1 Idea in motion