STRESSED

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Is there a time when you feel so much stressed crawling on your body? or a kind of stressed that would reallllyyyy pin you down including your confidence and everything?

Well..unfortunately...I'm a victim of this cruel situation! since I'm climbing in the peak of my "season" here at work. and not only that! inspite of my job description..I still have to do other tasks! *grrrr*

I'm on leave last March 6, Tuesday (I can avail 21 leaves but I only used less than 10 programmed leave for this school year *sigh*). I really relaxed myself and enjoy my 24 hours of rest at home. but again..my comrades at work still called me and confide problems again concerning the office and I am worrying other things like...my boss would be on her vacation on the 2nd week of april and she will be out for a long time (and I am DEAD!!)..I just hope that I can surpass this.

Yesterday is a murder! office starts at 8am..problems and conflicts arises (which is not unusual). and honestly speaking..I can taste blood from my throat! and this reminds me that I have to "breathe properly" carbon would kill me!  

This would be my main reasons for not updating my blog (poor site..poor me). but ideas never stops flowing in my mind..but I just can't pour it right away *sigh*

 I feel like a bombshell that would explode...anytime!!!

Posted by zinky at 07:56 AM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

TOURNIQUET

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    Tourniquet  

by: Evanescence

i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

 I like this song!

 according to Merriam-Webster Online,  

Tourniquet is a device (as a band of rubber) that checks bleeding or blood flow by compressing blood vessels. (Click hear to the link)

with the definition given...check out the lyrics again and find out the beauty of the song..

The song in my own point of view is...a person who was lost and strive to rise up from its downfall in life and that person does not know where or to whom to turn to but to Christ alone.

don't get me wrong! i'm not a lost soul or something..I just like this song! actually all evanesence songs!

For those who are not familiar with this song CLICK HERE to hear the song (I hope it works...)

Posted by zinky at 07:52 AM in Reviews | Let ur ideas fly

FRIENDSTER UPGRADE

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hmmmmm....it seems like I overlooked my friendster profile..I was searching and scanning different sites for friendster upgrades..and I can feel that I AM LEFT BEHIND!!!!

I'm focusing nowadays at my persoanl site and I just open my friendster account just to reply for some messages and see who viewed me (hhhmmmmmmm...) and that's it! though I already have in mind the possible style and designs for my profile..however I can't find time to upgrade it..i do have some resources but I'm not contented with it..(can anyone suggest?!)

after updating my co.nr. site..I have to focus more with my friendster....when would that be?! I'm not sure...hahahhahaha!! during free time at home i think..so that I can concentrate more...

Posted by zinky at 12:00 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

TWO LEFT

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its exactly 12:55 in the afternoon while I type this sentence. What makes it nice is that...two of us left in this chaotic office!

My boss is on leave..ate che is also on leave (even though they are here this morning) ate reina is also on leave! its only me and ate jean would be the standing warrior on the middle of the war!

Me and ate jean talked to each other with a echoing effect! hahahahah!! nice one! our office is cold like a cave at midnight..silence..silence is killing me!! better turn on the windows player before I got bored & lazy.....

First time happened to us! and it is indeed exciting!!

OOPPSS!!! times up! its 1:00pm! time to fight and stand for our base!! hahahhaha!!

Posted by zinky at 12:59 PM in Daily Buzz | 2 Idea in motion

AT HOME

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I'm suppose to be at school...doing some stuff so that I can submit it on monday..unfortunately..due to some unavoidable circumstances...I'M AT HOME!!!!!!

ate che called this morning to brought up probelms and future problems in our office..since i was not able to go to there...BETTER BE PREPAREDDDDDD ON MONNNNNNNNNDDDDDDAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!

good thing I was able to bring some work here to finish (hopeffulllyyy!!).but it is better to be sitted on my chair and staring at all the papers piled on my table...hehheheheheh!! CHAOS AND STRESS IS SCREAMING INSIDE MY HEAD!!!!!!

Posted by zinky at 11:19 AM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

BREAK DAY

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YAHOOOOO!!! I'M ON LEAVE AGAIN!!!!

I'm not in our house either.....I just finished my 1 and a half hour workout and I'm here renting in their internet cafe.

Its funny to see my instructors expression when he saw me this morning..with sarcasm and shocking expression "WHOAHH!!! why are you here? are you lost?" hahahahahhaha!!!

I have to rent so that I can send our voice messages to my ninang for my mom's birthday tomorrow..after this...I'll undergo some massage thingy! hahhahaha!!!

hmmm....its nice to have a life like this...i'm so relaxed and everything is nice...tomorrow is another stressful day again....

Posted by zinky at 11:39 AM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly