BOX WITHIN BOX

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the title itself is quite mind bubbling..i made it intentionaly since i'm in a "box" situation..

being closed to; cannot go anywhere else;stuck in the inside;caught in a situation; placed in one small dark room

These are my definition for my title.....I am putting myself in a box again..and sometimes i feel so awful for being inside!

I'm so "boxed" with my schooling...as in! I almost got sick last weekend because of TOOOOOO MUCH homework, reports, review...etc.etc.etc. I think our prof does not mind that 99% of the class is working..I thought that the MA class is not that toxic or something..and I am TOOOO wrong for that (maybe..i'm still adjusting with the "back to school" mania!!)

In a "good box" ! I'm liking the company of my new choir group! Its my first time (after 4 years) to join my alto group and perform the second voices of a song..I have a lite feeling even if I almost lost my voice after.

I placed another "box" on my head! I placed myself in a situation of "decision making"...doubting and thinking...*argh!* I hate this! clue: Heart thingy

There....I think I'm done with my box stuff..I know I missed some of it..at least I shared a few of it

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YM WITH MY SISTER

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I have a chance to chat with my sister through YM last July 10, 2007 around 1:34 PM...

I had documented our conversation and I did cry a little...though our converation is as simply as "hi" and "hello"  and a little bit of sharing misses and everything..it only shows that I realllyyy miss my sister!!

When she was still here, we use to chat during our freetime and of course see each other once we reached home...well..time flies and we have to move on..she's in guam for almost 2 months (but it seems like she was away for a year already!) though she call home frequently but the habbits is the hard one to remove in our system...

here is our conversation:

FYI: I deleted some private matter information..I edited already the file.my apology for some distortion....

Click here for more clear picture

There you go..

I hope my sister can read this...this is for her..

Ate..if ever your reading this I want you to know that I miss you so much!!!! take care always ate! I'm always here for you..!! I LOVE YOU!!

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DROWSY WEEKEND

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In my own point of view..weekend should be exciting, mind relaxing and having the feeling of "free from work" and "free from disturbance"

Not me! I have suffered from mind bleeding and emotion struggle over my weekend (I think I'm exagerating )

Let me start last friday..July 13, 2007

I'm on leave...nothing to hooray or to yahoo...I avail my 2nd among 21 leaves for this year..resaon is for me to study for my midterm exam on the following day..I spent half of my day at the mall for my eyeglasses..and spent 2 hours of sleep in the afternoon..RELAXATION!!  and then I started studying up to 12 midnight

Saturday, July 14, 2007...THE DOOMS DAY! I studied for almost 5 hours straight..and *spoof* seems nothing happened..this is where the mind bleeding enters..I was bowing my head for 3 hours straight for the midterm..and it is hard..reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...HARD! most of us complaints..but i retained my silence for I don't want to speak up my mind *danger*...understand me! I'm out of the school circulation for almost 4 years! I'M IN THE POINT OF ADJUSTMENT

Sunday, July 15, 2007.....I'm expecting a family outting organized by my lovely aunt..unfortunately....something came up and have a never ending "reunion" in my aunts place AGAIN! *GGGRRRRRRR....* I'm expecting a pool or a wave or a BIG amount of water to surpass my stress on that saturday...yet..we stayed in a house..have food around..pick..eat what you want blah blah blah...

Should I consider my day today?

After my 3 days of rational thinking..I'm back to work and almost vomited for the work load..waiting for me on my table..they seems to be staring and smiling at me with a crazy look....I WANT TO BURN THEM!!!

anyway..I'm just releasing my tension...ok..its 8:01pm..I better finish my take home office work and prepare myself to sleep for tommorrow is a new drastic day...AGAIN..or should i say ALWAYS..or FOREVER?!

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CRAZY ABOUT PASTRIES

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YUMMYY!!

I love pastries..chocolates..any sweet stuff!

I remember Last saturday after my class.I went to conti's with marky to have dinner and I bought my mom a cake for my pasalubong.....

Mini triple chocolate cake! hmmm....yummy!! (sorry..i have not taken some pics for that..my mom sliced it right away!! I'll try to have it picture taken..)

I like pastries with a mouth watering and a not that sweet icing on it..cake with nuts and layered of chocolates in the middle...WAAHHHHH!!! SOMEBODY STOP ME!!

Sometime november last year..we have a chance to meet my friend felix with ate che and kuya renz...kuya renz treat us at Chef d' Angelo at SM southmall..in our curiosity..we tried their cakes that costs 99 pesos per slice.... for your information..your not expeccting a huge slice here..its like a small slice good for 1 only..

FORTUNATELY..I was able to have the cakes pics taken *i suppose to blog this issue last november..my apology*

THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE!!!!

ok..ok..ok...I hope you were delighted with this one...its an appettite starter!! good thig for me..I'm done with my lunch...hahahhaha!! If you want to try some of this....go visit Chef d Angelo...its good..really!!!

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OFFICER...ME?!?!?

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With regards of my school stuff....honestly, I'm starting to enjoy it! I think I'm in the process of adjusting already..

Today, I feel at ease with the topics and everything (maybe because I read the 3 chapters ) but it all payoffs because I'm enjoying the discussion.

Student council from San Beda-Mendiola arrived this afternoon for the Officer election for this School year..its like representing GSB (Graduate School of Business) in SBC-Alabang. It's overwhelming since I was appointed as one of the officer,as a Secretary, of our class..It's suppose to be "election" not "appointment".

Its nice to know that my classmates believe in me and to my ability as an officer..I never expect this but I'm so thankful! (Thanks guys!)

But..what i know..as a Secretary..ones must have a good penmanship...HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!

(you know what I mean...)

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CAN'T EXPRESS

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This is so weird...blogging is for the person to express himself thoroughly without hesitations or what so ever factors...

In my case...I'm not free at all! though its really up to me whether I post something odd about myself or what..REPUTATION is the name of the game honey!

ok..I'm in the climax of my confusion..what kind? plenty! I need to settle things and go straight ahead of my life...you see...Its hard to give up somthing that your not sure of giving it up! and its killing me!!! really!

I'm so busy of a lot of things..and I'm not sure what would happened to me if I'm fed up....office work,homework from office, study stuff, report, Church activities,my mind and my foolish heart! (sorry if I forgotten something).

I searched some pic on the net to express myslef in my current situation...

There you go..some pics is self-explanatory..2 are quite abstract thinking...oh well....I have to gather my strength to post my conceren..can somebody help?

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MUSIC CHOICE LYRICS 2

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KITKAT

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I am so addicted to this chocolate snack! one of my favorite since High School! I remember my sister and my mom brought me a pack of kitkat and trying to finish on the same night...Now, I always buy one for my lunch dessert! YIPEE!

Yesterday, Ralph gave me 2 kitkat! and I'm enjoying eating it without sharing! HAHAHHAHAH!!   though I shared my 4-finger kitkat to ate che and sandra..be contented with that huh! hehehehehehe!!

for so much addiction I scanned the wrapper for you!! heheheeh!!

 I just ate this afternoon the kitkat bar..and I can feel the hush of happiness in me (simple happiness is a goody!!)

Thanks sr.ralph for the kitkat..may we have more kitkat's to come! HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

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I'M A 77% ADDICT..PROVEN!

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^{77% addict?}

^{hmmm.....not bad huh? I'm exepcting higher percent than that..and I have 23% more to go before being a hundred percent addict!}

^{I really enjoyed blogging though there were times when I'm losing my interest due to my busy schedule..I have my ideas to raise but there were circumstances that hinders me to do so.......bad bad bad for a blogger...}

^{the test is so nice..for those addict blogger out there..try this test!}

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