DECISIONS

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In life, we always search for answers because we want to prove ourselves that we had the right decisions but the truth is we can't search for what is not there. Things happen because it is meant to happen. That's why we forgive people even if they hurt us, we love people who don't love us and we smile despite every painful crash in our hearts. At the end of the day, the lesson you get are the answers to your decisions

Food for the thought....thanks to arcy! my friend from DLSZ...she forwarded this to me through YM this morning..and it is a very heartwarming and mind feeding words from her...

We cannot live a perfect life..and each decisions count..our life is like an actual teaching of what it should be...each lesson we learned would serve as a part of our being...I know that it is hard to accept things that would hurt us,but what we did not know that it is the one that made ourselves complete..trials would always be a trials.we have nothing to do about it but to accept and learn, even on the hard way.

that's the conflict and how profound our life is...CHEER UP! ENJOY IT! but better be sure of the consequences of every decisions you make..life is not easy..but we can make it colorful to make it worth living.

hmmmmm......again..thanks arcy! mwakz! you inspired...

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MUSIC CHOICE LYRICS 3

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Going Under

by: Evanescence 

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under

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DISTRESSED

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I've been through several stuff for this past few weeks and months..

I am so much preoccupied with problems and stress.....

to start is too vague..to understand is too unattainable in my end..

Why am I in between? why do I let myself be in the same situation? 

Is this what I'm destined for? to be always caught in between?             I tried to be reluctant..but your strength is much powerful than mine.. your eagerness is too sustained for my hesitance is to be overpowered....

I tried to escape once and twice but then..I am weak....

I AM WEAK.......

Am I a fool or am I about to be fooled?..................Why do I let myself be in this again?.....................Why are you here? why are you still here?hould someone leave me...leave me....Please.I'm begging..leave me...I can handle the pain...I can end up my own..just leave me..somebody..leave me..

I AM WEAK..

I let myself stucked in a box for the second time again...I let myself deceived by my own like rather than the one I feel...I let my self listen to the past when I should be moving on.....I let myself listen to what other people would say rather than to listen what I wanted to say....

My world is unknown for this past few months...

weeks.....

and days.....

to start is too vague..to understand is too unattainable in my end..

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SECOND TRIMESTER

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We just started our second trimester this afternoon..mixed emotions embraces my thughts for the whole afternoon!

RESEARCH

our prof looks nice......sr.jiggs mauricio i should say...he looks so smart and he has an impressive background in terms of teaching and subject matter he handles.....Research seems sacry..it would be our preparation for the thesis making....actually, it would serve as our proposal already. Whew!   we discussed the course outline and i do have stomach cramps...I'am tensed again! sr.jiggs seems to be accomodating but strict...this is another challenge for us!

MANAGERIAL ACCOUNTING

I'm worried with this..I'm not an accounting major..i don't have an accounting units..i have a bad experience with my accounting subject way back in High school...i hate numbers etc.etc......oh men! I'm scared with it..but I must learn this things..it is a part of putting up business (if given a chamce..why not!). We have prof. san jose for accounting, he looks also nice..but i have to break a leg in his course!

there you go..my subjects for the second term....good luck to me and to others as well....

CHILLAX LANG DUDE!

Posted by zinky at 11:31 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

"MY LIFE IS 90% HAPPY"

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[ x ]You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ x ]You are in love
[    ]You have your own room.
[ x ]You own a cell phone.
[ x ]You have an ipod/ mp3 player
[ x ]Your parents are still married. (my dad died already..but they are married)
[ x ]You have more than 1 best friend.
[    ]There is a swimming pool in your
backyard
T 0 T A L: 6

[ x ] You dress how you want to.
[ x ] You hang out with friends more than once a week
[ x ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room
[ x ] You have never been beaten up
[    ] You NEVER cry more than twice a month.
[ x ] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[   ] Your room is big enough for you.
T0 T A L: 5
TO T A L SO FAR: 11

[ x ] You have over 50 friends on friendster
[ x ] You have over 500 friends on friendster
[    ] You have over 1000 friends on friendster
[ x ] You have pictures on friendster
[ x ] Your parents let you have a friendster
[    ] You get allowance
[ x ] You collect something normal.
[ x ] You look forward to going to school.
[    ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ x ] You play a sport.
[ x ]  You do something after school.
T 0 T A L:8
T O T A L SO FA R: 19

[    ] You own a car.
[ x ] You usually don't fight with your mom
[    ] You are happy with your appearance
[ x ] You have never gotten a failing grade in your life
[ x ] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 3
T O T A L S O FAR: 22

[ x ] You know what is going on in the world.
[ x ] You care about many people.
[ x ] You know more than one language
[ x ] You have a screen name.
[ x ] You own a pet.
[ x ] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ x ] You dont have any enemies
[ x ] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 8

TOTAL OVERALL: 30
Now count your numbers and multiply by
3
Then title this "MY LIFE IS _90_% HAPPY"

I got this survey from chi..I answered it and my result is so unusual..thinking of what I really feel now...looking back at DISTRESSED..I am so down and hopeless...and when I took this survey.. I'AM 90% HAPPY?!??!

Its funny to think that..I really don't need to be sad or lonely or affected with what is happening around me or with my "stupidity act"..despite of all these, I have my friends with me, technology is present, my pet is with me, my family are ok.....no need to ask for....lovelife sucks! but as i said..i should not be affected..KEYWORDS for me..... 

the survey is nice..would somebody like to try it?!? its fun reallyyyy....

Posted by zinky at 01:54 PM in Daily Buzz | Let ur ideas fly

MBA-SBC ALABANG AT MANONGS

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I suppose to post this a long time ago..hehehhehehhe!! sowie!

anyway..its my first time to join the MBA- San Beda Alabang gathering..it was held last September 8, 2007 at Manongs! at first I'm having a second thought since I also engaged myself to some activities already..since its my first time to join their stuff....i go with them instead...

I've been joining the "boys" group since most of my batch are guys...but with this gatherings, I was able to mingle with girls! (sa wakas! I'm a girl again!) and it is so nice! Val (our president) is so accomodating and she let me join their group..I met some of their old classmates, those who took the compre exams and some who are from mendiola..they are all nice and warm...

good thing i got some pics...uploaded in our yahoo group stuff...(val! marami pang pics sayo..nasan na? hehehheheeh!!)

Check out some pics...

 

 sorry val..i was not looking! hehehehehhe!!

there you go...these are few..what I know we have 3 cameras "functioning" during that time..hmmmmm...i-post niyo na.

the experience is nice...

they are all nice and warm....

I like to do it again! I love my cliques!

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